Okay, here's my idea. Since I can't be there with my Mama, I want to flood her with cards. I want her to know that I have amazing people in my life who care about her as well. Would you be down for sending her a card? You don't have to write a novel, or even anything at all if you don't want. She also loves crossword puzzles and word finds, if you want to throw something in. Draw her something silly! Tell her about your day. Anything you want that'll cheer her up.
I can't start this until they've decided she's stable enough to move from the hospital to a hospice. But if you know me and want to start now, you can send them to me and I'll send them on to her. Just ask for my address, if you don't have it already.
Does this make sense? My brain is...foggy. I just...I just want her to feel loved and thought about and cared for.
I'm asking you something, though. Those of you who hate me: please don't send my mother negative shit. Please. If you absolutely have to tell someone how ugly and fat and worthless I am, tell me. If you have to talk about what a terrible daughter I am, tell me. If you want to tell someone how this is my fault, tell me. If you want to spew hatred, do it to me, not to her. Please, leave her out of it.