Things I Want/Need to Write About
Mental Health / Depression / Suicidal Ideation
Mine and my parents’.
Emotional, physical, and sexual.
Never Really Having a Childhood
Being parentified at a very early age and the way it’s impacted me in adulthood.
20 Years of Disordered Eating
Bulimia, anorexia, and binge-eating.
Self Love and Loathing
How my weight has changed and impacted me over the years. How weight fluctuations still shape the way I see myself.
My Dad’s Suicide
My boyfriend killed himself.
My first boyfriend.
My second boyfriend.
Allowing Myself to be Used Constantly / My Inability to Say No
Fear and Avoidance of Anger
I turn it all inward.
Please love me.
Please don’t leave me.
Making Mistakes and the Inability to Forgive Myself
Well. This should keep me busy!