Dear god, I’m tired of moving. But I’m soooo close to being done and I can’t give up! Besides three pieces of furniture, I have roughly one box of my grandpa’s photos, a partially full box of still-in-use stuff in my bedroom, a partially full box of still-in-use stuff in the bathroom, towels, my printer, a box of kitchen stuff, whatever food I take, aaaaand…I think that might be it. I took everything else over to the new place. I packed up all my sex toys and not only did they fill a massive duffel bag, it was so heavy I had to use both hands to lug it!
I’m getting anxious over stuff just being piled in a corner at the new place but keep reminding myself, “Your goal is to move everything from point A to point B, that’s all. You can deal with it once you’re fully moved in.” I’m going to be living out of boxes until October when I can hopefully buy a dresser and some shelving. I’m so excited! I want this move to be over so I can just stop thinking about it. Then I can start thinking about nesting! And OH MY GOD WILL THERE BE NESTING!
I should be out of the trailer park within two weeks and that isn’t soon enough. I’ve discovered that some of my stuff had been stolen and on Friday there was a murder at the next trailer; I heard the gunshots. I can’t get out of here fast enough. Now do you understand how happy I am to be moving? Every time I walk through the door of my new apartment, I breathe a sigh of relief. I’ll be fully moved in within a couple of weeks and I can just…collapse. I can collapse and say, “I’m home.”
Monday, July 28, 2014
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So happy for you. You deserve a safe and pleasant nest.
ReplyDeleteHi, you don't know me but I've been following your blog for a few years now. I just wanted to say that I admire everything about you, especially your courage.
ReplyDeleteI hope your moving process is going okay and am eagerly awaiting an update, with photos (I hope) of the new place. Especially nesting photos, I always enjoy seeing the process of how other people 'nest' and make their homes their own. It means a lot more when you know the person has struggled, as you have, to find peace and a little happiness or contentment. I really hope you will be happy, comfortable and safe in your new digs.
Best wishes, an anon admirer. :)