Tuesday, January 7, 2014

Hook Pull (nsfw)

(Warning: kink pictures ahoy - blood and hooks in my skin.  Also a fat girl in her bra.)

This was my holiday card this year.



Pretty damn pleased with it, I must say!

Again!  (Warning: kink pictures ahoy - blood and hooks in my skin.  Also a fat girl in her bra.)

I’ve been wanting to do a hook pull for more years than I can count and I finally got the opportunity! 

The hooks didn't hurt me even though people were ending early because the pain was too much.  I’m not being tough, it literally did not hurt me.  I’m not even sure why they didn't.  If When I do it again I’m going to ask for thicker hooks so I can see what that feels like.







Initially I was tethered to another woman and after I pulled for awhile, she sub-spaced hard.  Her husband had to hold her up while someone else grabbed a chair.  I rocked back and forth; pulling the rope taut and then flicking it with my fingers.  She was nearly catatonic and her husband said that was her reaction when they play hard. I felt so…powerful?  I was so into it because of how much she was getting out of it.  I did this for a long time, watching her go deeper and deeper.  Another woman with hooks in her did the same thing and they had to grab another chair.  Sometimes I wish I reacted to pain/submission that way.  But I just...don't.  Alas.

He unhooked me and tied me to a pole so I could continue on my own.  I loved it.  I thought it was beautiful.  Obviously I pulled hard.  I wanted to pull harder but was scared the hooks would rip out. 







For me, it wasn’t a submissive act.  I did it because I've wanted to for so long.  Because it's new and exciting.  Because I'm a filthy little pain slut.  Because of the aesthetics.  Because I wanted to know if I could take it.  Because I like finding my boundaries and because I like having them pushed.

It was awesome.  And one more thing crossed off the list!

2 comments:

  1. I love love love that "Whore" necklace. I think I may need one.

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  2. You absolute legend! :) dem hooks! I really want to try but living in Ireland it's hard to find people who would do it.

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