(curvesome.creativity! I’m not ignoring your question; just putting some thought into it!)
God, I always always ALWAYS forget how fast I can spiral when I miss two or three days of medication. It's this weird (and erroneous) belief that, hey, drugs probably stick around in my system so I don't have to worry about a couple of days here and there, right!? RIGHT!? Um, no. Not so much.
I mean, I guess it's like telling someone with diabetes to not worry about missing several days of insulin. Or that I shouldn't have to take Advil when I have a splitting headache because I took some three days ago. I have four alarms set on my phone and I actually manage to forget to take them by the time I turn the alarm off. So the new plan is to NOT turn the alarm off until the meds/vitamins are taken.
I have no idea what my mental block is about. I know part of it is just plain forgetfulness due to how fucked my memory is now. But there's probably a part of me that resents having to take so many fucking pills in order to not want to die. I do appreciate them. Without them I wouldn’t have survived. I guess I’ll try the alarm plan and, hopefully, that’ll solve the issue.
In adorable news…seven damn months in the making.
I totally hope to one day find them all snuggling together.