Friday, April 20, 2012

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Reasons I Don't Update
  • I don't know what to write about as I seem to have massive writers block.
  • My life is semi-calm right now so I'm not sure how to write when it isn't about chaos and pain.
  • I have a list of shit that's happened in my past that I want to deal with in therapy and, really, I could write about those things but I guess it scares me.
  • I've fallen out of the habit and I'm not sure how to get back in it.
  • I have no life and feel that I'm way too boring these days to pull off an entertaining post.

Things That Happen When I Don't Update
  • I feel guilty that I've abandoned you all.
  • I have less catharsis and support.
  • I don't deal with the shit in my past that I need to deal with.
  • I don't feel whole.

I need to write more. I know this. Because of how much it helps me.  I just wish I knew how to force myself to do something that's always come so naturally before.

8 comments:

  1. I'm still reading whenever you're still writing.

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  2. Does every post have to be entertaining? It could be meaningful or inspiring or just a post, you know? ;) <3

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    1. I don't think I meant "entertaining" really...maybe closer to "something worth writing down"!

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  3. Well I hope you do start writing again - don't worry about being 'interesting' cause you don't have to have drama to keep people reading. Hopefully you can find your groove again - my fingers are crossed - good luck!

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  4. I find if I just sit and start typing, something usually comes to mind...and being on FB takes the "need" to release the thoughts in my head away from being blogworthy.

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  5. I would like to read about the stuff you need to deal with in therapy, if you feel right about sharing it. A good tip: Using a lot of cognitive words (I believe, I think, it is because a.s.o) as opposed to only emotional words (It felt, it was awful, I was scared etc) when writing about it helps process bad memories in a more efficient way, and helps get the anxiety out of the system in a gentle way as well.

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  6. I'm here too.... whatever you write, I'll read. :)

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