Reasons I Don't Update
- I don't know what to write about as I seem to have massive writers block.
- My life is semi-calm right now so I'm not sure how to write when it isn't about chaos and pain.
- I have a list of shit that's happened in my past that I want to deal with in therapy and, really, I could write about those things but I guess it scares me.
- I've fallen out of the habit and I'm not sure how to get back in it.
- I have no life and feel that I'm way too boring these days to pull off an entertaining post.
Things That Happen When I Don't Update
- I feel guilty that I've abandoned you all.
- I have less catharsis and support.
- I don't deal with the shit in my past that I need to deal with.
- I don't feel whole.
I need to write more. I know this. Because of how much it helps me. I just wish I knew how to force myself to do something that's always come so naturally before.