Do you know what my medication would cost me a month without insurance? $1,100. A month. Yeahhhhh. Good god, it costs a fortune to keep me functioning! You have no idea how much I appreciate Medicare. I'm thankful every time I take my drugs. Every single time. Sometimes, though, I wonder if it's worth it. If, based on a costs vs benefits analysis, my living would come out ahead. Yes, yes, anon, I know your thoughts on the matter. Hush.
I have consultations scheduled with two bankruptcy attorneys for this coming week. Which I find terrifying. I have no idea why. I guess because things are easier to ignore. La la la I don't see you! I can't actually afford bankruptcy but it'll be good to know what I'm saving towards.
I see my therapist tomorrow. I haven't seen her since before I went into the psych ward. I'm planning to start seeing her weekly and working on some of the shit in my past. This scares me but makes me hopeful.
A man I like very much – who lives in Atlanta – is, hopefully, coming to visit me at the end of the month. It'll make me very happy. And I like a happy Heidi!