Sunday, March 27, 2011

My depression seems to be rearing it's ugly little head. Ugh. I think I might need my meds tweaked when I finally get in to see the psychiatrist in a couple of months. I'll survive until then; it's not too terrible. I just know what the warning signs are and, unfortunately, they've been appearing. But! Not all is lost!

I had some really incredible me-centric sex last night which has put me in a much better mood! And I'm feeling better now that I'm eating a bit healthier. “Better” as in “better physically”, not “better” as in “morally better.” Though, goddamn, is it ever more expensive than living on Ramen! But I figure, I'm new's okay that it's taking me some time to figure it all out.

I think I'm going to try to get out in the sun on a daily basis. Or as often as weather allows. Maybe it'll help my mood. I also want to try working in some physical activity – some stretching for my back and maybe some peddling.

I want to be better to my body. She it I deserve that.


  1. We will be getting out into the sun soon ourselves. Good luck with your plans.

  2. Hi there!
    I really like your blog. :)

    And the Wolf is right!
    But he didn't say that those same people don't give a shit about you. They insult and forget. And that fact made me happy. They don't care, so why do I?! :P
    As individuals they are also cowards.
    And you are brave! Cause I have problems with depression also and I know how much courage you need to fight with it.

    Just letting you know, things you know, but your brain is doubting. :)
    Love and peace,