I’m so sick of thinking about money. It’s as if I’ve fallen in a hole and no matter how hard I try, I can’t climb out. Argh. I’m so exhausted and frustrated. Once I’m moved, I’m going to start saving up for bankruptcy. I’m just out of options at this point.
Mama’s doing well.
It just occurred to me that next month marks one year since my father committed suicide. One year. God, it simultaneously feels as if it happened yesterday and a million years ago. These past 11 months have been just…unbelievable. On every level.
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I was surprised that it has been a whole year....amazing how much has happened to you and your mother since then. I hope you can get the money for filing bankruptcy and get your life started again.
ReplyDeleteGlad to hear that your mom is doing well. At least you can feel good that she is getting plenty of care and food and rest where she is.