Attack of the Sugar Monster!

Thank you all so so so much for being so kind and loving and supportive about the two year update entry. You guys make me feel so cared about and so safe.

I didn’t blow off my D&C pre-op appointment! Then I spent hours at the hospital doing all the admittance paperwork and bloodwork. Ugh, it was kind of miserable. My procedure is Thursday morning. Total dread.

My gynecologist: “Do you have any quest…”

Me: “When can I have sex again!?”

Oh please, as if that wouldn’t be your first question too!

I could have gotten out of the D&C but didn’t. He asked what my periods were like now and I said they’d become fairly regular and normal the last several months. And we were about to cancel it when I said, “Okay, actually, there are still numerous days when the bleeding is so bad that I can’t leave the house.” I was really proud of myself for a) being honest, b) advocating for myself, and c) doing these things even when it resulted in something I really didn’t want to do.

On the plus side I found out I get to be completely knocked out during the procedure. On the not-so-plus side, I don’t have anyone available to drive me so I’m going to have to pay to take a taxi there and back. Suck.

My bathroom is still spotless. I realized that if I can get things clean, I have a good chance of keeping them clean. I’m now working on my bedroom. After that will be the kitchen.

The ex’s sister contacted me on MySpace. She wants to hang out and I think we will. I really miss her.

The Law Student is going to teach me how to smoke weed in the hopes that it’ll help alleviate some of my back pain. The only thing I’ve found that helps it is Vicodin and I have to take twice the prescribed amount which leaves me groggy and unable to get anything done. So, hopefully, smoking weed will help. That would be really amazing.


Four jobs I’ve had
1. Office Manager
2. Grant Writer
3. Administrative Assistant
4. Cashier at a stationary store

Four movies I can watch over and over
1. The Big Lebowski
2. The original Star Wars trilogy
3. Jaws
4. Wizard of Oz

Four places I’ve lived
1. Pasadena, California
2. Glendale, California
3. Arcadia, California
4. Azusa, California

Four TV shows I love
1. It’s Always Sunny in Philadelphia
2. Reno 911!
3. South Park
4. Bizarre Foods with Andrew Zimmern

Four places I’ve vacationed
1. Portland, Oregon
2. Seattle, Washington
3. Hawaii
4. Las Vegas, Nevada

Four of my favorite dishes
1. Quinoa cooked in chicken broth
2. Roasted Brussels sprouts
3. Sushi of any kind
4. Crab legs

Four sites I visit daily
1. Livejournal
2. Meebo
3. Twitter
4. Gmail

Four places I would rather be right now
1. Portland, Oregon
2. Seattle, Washington
3. Tuscaloosa, Alabama
4. San Jose, California

Four Songs I can't stop listening to
1. Circus – Britney Spears
2. Girl from the Gutter – Kina
3. The Metro – System of a Down
4. Raised to be Lowered – Saul Williams


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When I’m home alone I like to pretend to be all sexy goth girl. Shhhh, don’t tell.